Love...

Love...

I am surrounded by her kindess, goodness, passion, thoughtfulness, generosity...it is overwhelming. I never expected that I would meet someone like her and now I know that I can't imagine a place in the world without her.

Amended to add thoughts that I find hard to put into words. Yesterday my love found out one of her good friend's mother had had a stroke a few days prior. We were snuggling in bed watching football and the realization hit that I would be so lost if anything were to ever happen to her. Life and love is so precious....I'm sure she thought I was losing it while I cried on her shoulder and I tried to tell her how blessed I was to have her in my life...

Love....

A Human Pretzel

Arms and legs wrapped around each other, fingers interlaced, your scent and mine mixing making its own unique intoxicating fragance as we slumber.

Slowly waking and feeling your body pressed to mine and the connection that is between us...is bliss.

Life is Good

Just a quick update on life. It's good. In fact, it's damn good. School is almost out for the summer. My daughter is about to get her first car and be even more independent. Bring on sweet 16. It's an exciting time in her life.

And to my amazement and wonder I have met someone that I believe to be my equal. A woman who is full of suprises and never ceases to amaze me with her kindness, generosity and beautiful spirit. Life is full of love and adventure and most of all happiness.

Counting Sheep

I don't know when it happened exactly but i have inexorably been sleeping less and less at night. Sometimes I sit up and watch TV or surf the internet. Other times I'll pick up a book and thumb through pages I've haphazardly already read trying to find the meaning in the blurred pages.

But often times, I'll cover myself with my bedding deep in the confines of the mattress I inhabit at night and stare at the ceiling wishing that I could mercifully fall asleep by...

Listening to sheep bleat as they hop over a fence rather the focusing on the intensity of your blue eyes as they focus on me and only me...

Counting bottles of beer on the wall rather than remember the kisses we shared whenever we occupied the same space and breath of air together...

Taking deep calming breaths rather than listen to my accelerated heartbeat as it reflected my memories of the night we made love...

No…I’m not counting sheep at night

Rain

I saw your eyes in the brillance of the blue sky today
Remembering how they were filled with desire when we touched
Clouds swirled in filling the space left by you
Now I lay in bed surrounded by the sound of falling rain
Wanting your caress to drench me
Needing your kisses to restore my soul

Twin Flame vs. Soul Mate

The concept of soul mates and twin flames intrigues me. I found this post and agree with the message...

We all have several soulmates. We only have one twin flame though....the twin flame is the other half of our spiritual self. Soulmates are people that have been with us for many incarnations---sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but these are the people that are in your life for a reason and vice versa.

Your twin flame (or other half) may not choose to incarnate at the same time you do. In fact, he or she may be over on the other side. Usually, when Twin Flames reunite, there is a large age difference and unusual circumstances either surrounding them or preventing them from being together altogether. For example, you both might be married. When you find him or her you'll know it....you will communicate without words, you will sense each other even if you're far apart from each other (this can be said about soulmates too) and you will feel as though you can not live without that person---literally. Also, whether or not you can be together is irrelevant in that you have come together to discover something, even if it can only be on a friendship level on this incarnation. You must keep communicating once you have found each other---it really isn't an option. It's frightening, but incredibly wonderful.